• I am focused and fully committed
• I am focused and fully committed
• Iam focused and fully committed
• I am focused and fully committed
• I am focused and fully committed

My ADHD brain tries to hi-jack my life at every turn. Like a zombie, I roam about chanting “brains, brains, brains,” because my own brain has gone on vacation without me. My heart beats. I’m still breathing. A full diagnostic check reveals nothing; and yet the “check engine light” remains lit. I must be missing something. My whole life, I’ve felt as though I must be missing something. I don’t get the joke. Maybe that’s because I am the joke. Keep the people laughing with how empty-headed I seem to be so no one ever guesses how empty I really am. Close my eyes. Turn off the lights. Let sleep embrace me forever, and I never have to worry about feeling lonely ever again. Temptations of all sorts steamroll me continuously; and yet, I press on. I press on toward the prize of hearing “well done good and faithful servant.” Regardless of my circumstances, and definitely in spite of how I feel, I might have to continuously re-adjust my focus, but I keep at it and continue on.